I'll follow you! -kai

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I know what I am and I’m content with it, though I feel ill-minded at the very concept.

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Okay, I will follow you back -Kodi

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<what are you

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I’m a piece of art made through the many splatters of color to create something.

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What are you, Purple? -Kodi

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But not essentially something appealing, rather, grotesque.

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The flaw in this is that to acknowledge that of which is grotesque requires accountability,

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along with responsibility.

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But responsibility is burdensome, even to myself.

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have you ever been used

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<is there anything particularly grotesque about it

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Be that as it may, I’ll never truly accept myself for what I am.

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i need to head to bed now, i will come back tomrrow, goodnight everyone, and kodi ill message u tmmrw ^^ -kai

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<byee

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I’m a repulsive piece made only for the ill-sighted to observe and intake wholly.

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Sleep well, Kai -Kodi

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And thank you for taking the time to speak to me -Kodi

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And this facet both nauseates and relieves me profoundly.

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<i wish i knew exactly what i am

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My versatility, included. I suppose I should shift my thoughts onto something more valuable.

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hey

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Something beneficial.

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I need to create more, more of these vessels to embody.

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<you cant quite hate nor love yourself when you dont know you

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And as each of them leave a remnant, I’ll gradually build myself.

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<i am quite shattered

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Everything I ever found admirable which I lacked.

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I suppose that’s the beauty in fragmentation.

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<but you never feel complete

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The inability to truly grasp, but the ability to change in all circumstances .

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<because you are not a whole piece yourslef

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if people only see you outside of you when the inside of your is broken they think you're fine but when your outside is broken they say your dramatic and you need to chill i'm sick of it

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I have brief moments of clarity, similar to highs.

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<maybe having a near death experience could make me reflex

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I’m a drug I unconsciously quit half-way during the high.

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I fucked up my schedule and destroyed all the progress id made

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I used to be afraid of rejection, I used to be afraid of a no, but now its a yes I’m afraid of, I’m scared of not meeting expectations and losing someone.

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I believe the two things I desire is to acknowledge my essence and govern it to my desires.

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And the other,

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