I gave up on myself a very long time ago -Kodi

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<my parents didnt help

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I look nothing like what i want to look like and i dont know if theres any way for me to change. Why was i born to be this way

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i need understanding

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<i know they try

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To help is to destroy yourself. I enjoy helping. -Kodi

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i need plans

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oh kodi, im sorry , would you like a hug? -kai

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<but still

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I would, but nobody likes to hug me. -Kodi

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i need to finally make the right choices

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i wish i could hug you but i cannot, so heres a virtual hug *hug* -kai

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i need everything without trying to seek everything

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Thank you, Kai -Kodi

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im going to look at attractive people and make myself feel sick and cry :/

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Of course kodi ^^ - ka

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<feels dumb to ask for one online though

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I must go for the night to rest, i hope to see you all tomorrow, goodnight <333 -kai

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i need to find my way without losing more parts of myself permanently

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i need me

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Goodnight, Kai I wish i could speak to you again -Kodi

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All you have is you. -Kodi

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Perhaps we can kodi, perhaps we can..-kai

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Do you have discord? Or snapchat? -Kodi

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No i dont, i have this app called Quotev

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I’m back.

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every turning point felt like a lie and a script

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Oh? What is the name again I will get it -Kodi

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in the end

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Quotev -kai

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Disappointement

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I’m going to rant.

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No, I wouldn’t call this a rant.

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Excellent, another color.

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The book site? -Kodi

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i dont know how to survive others without being crushed so essily

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Yeah - sorry lol. -kai

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It is alright I will make an account

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There are many facets of my being which are not inherently me, but they’ve festered overtime to create something fundementally whole.

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i keep trying to disconnect instead

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