overdosing would hurt and if i stabbed myself i wouldnt immediately die

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when I cause it directly yes it is

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i dont want it to happen though

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Even if you caused it you should want to apologize you should want to make up for it -Kodi

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These are people I love

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Not pity yourself and sulk over it -Kodi

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You can only learn from mistakes -Kodi

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you really just dont get it

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You only learn from things when you accept that they happen -Kodi

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Hi

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if you had hurt people like I've hurt people maybe you'd get it but you havent

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I do actually I have just accepted a long time ago what happens to other people because of me isn't happening to me so there is no right to be upset about it -Kodi

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I wanna die

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Self pity blinds you -Kodi

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But i dont want to die

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I want to be happy forever

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theres a girl that I met last month. I don't know if she likes me or if I like her back. I've never really liked someone before, so i don't know what it really feels like

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your opinion on self love isnt going to stop me from killing myself so whatever

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I wanna jump

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If you didn't want to be stopped why'd you get on VentScape today? -Kodi

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✨🐄✨🐄

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because im an attention whore

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I'm not being mean I am saying things not everyone wants to hear -Kodi

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You're not an attention whore you wanted a second option -Kodi

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i love talking to people i love being around people but i hurt every single person I talk to

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You haven't hurt me -Kodi

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😭😭😭😭

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you get what i mean

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🐄🐄🐄🐄🐄

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Blue if you want to vent vent -Kodi

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🐄✨

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either way im done, im giving up

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I came to vent I vented now I am trying to help -Kodi

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If you're giving up why are you still here? -Kodi

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:(

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The thought of suicide gives an angelic feeling but also suffocates -Kodi

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When i played dw theres a one player being making fun at and i am helping him and play a run with me and i am telling him are u okay? And i hope everythings alr for you bud

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<is there minor depression because i think i have that

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<but i mean it

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Im so miserable i just want him to want me

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