<i am quite shattered

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Everything I ever found admirable which I lacked.

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I suppose that’s the beauty in fragmentation.

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<but you never feel complete

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The inability to truly grasp, but the ability to change in all circumstances .

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<because you are not a whole piece yourslef

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if people only see you outside of you when the inside of your is broken they think you're fine but when your outside is broken they say your dramatic and you need to chill i'm sick of it

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I have brief moments of clarity, similar to highs.

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<maybe having a near death experience could make me reflex

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I’m a drug I unconsciously quit half-way during the high.

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I fucked up my schedule and destroyed all the progress id made

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I used to be afraid of rejection, I used to be afraid of a no, but now its a yes I’m afraid of, I’m scared of not meeting expectations and losing someone.

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I believe the two things I desire is to acknowledge my essence and govern it to my desires.

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And the other,

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I crave it so bad

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to find someone like-minded who can embrace and rival me in the right ways.

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im proud of you all

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I just need attention

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Idk whats wrong with me at all

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A stimulating experience.

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I'm an attention whore

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Something perpetual, or at least pleasant during.

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your beautifull

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I'd probably suck dick for attention that's how much I need it ._.

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Dih 💔🥀

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Even tho I don't wanna

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your more then that

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Idk

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I need attention lol idk why

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my dad used to molest me everyday

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it got so bad

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I do not feel loved

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i had to got to the hospital

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ever since ive been numb

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oh my

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I suppose my main desire is to find someone to speak to, someone to reiterate my sentiments wholly and eloquently.

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Someone to tell, someone to concern.

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Someone to rub against.

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I desire intellectual friction and tension.

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i can be there

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