it feels like im stuck in place

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A novel seems to be my only escape, outside of music.

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Music is a rare reprieve.

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its not so easy as to just "do it"

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I have laid in bed for days. Not moving, not eating, not thinking. It was like I wasn't even a thing, a person, a being. That is a state of nonexistence. -Kodi

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I come here because I'm drawn to the bleak self of mine.

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my brain is actively fighting every step of the way

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To exist is to experience. -Kodi

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its not Kodi

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I’m thankful to have it.

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you are mixing words

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Like ive been for 2 year

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you mixed words

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Kodi thats so me

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fighting me every step of the way

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Gross, I don’t like yellow.

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Years

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why is there so much people

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non existence is not lying in bed not doing anything

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At least I’m distinct.

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you're mixing up your words* -Kodi

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people are just arguing

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why can't we help each other?

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what are you guys arguing about

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Help someone, coral -Kodi

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I have no clue

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why does this site has to be so dohshit every time

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Does anyone want to vent

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yeah like set up euthanasia places

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guys

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this is a venting site

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we are not going to judge

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help eachother out

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I should find someone who will provide me with the motivation to live an exciting life, either accompanied by them or in their absence.

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everything has their own level of problems

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i agree with cyan

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If no one is venting how will anything be solved? -KOdi

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Im sorry im being a fucking narcissist right now, how are you guys?

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nah coral apparently we are on ventscape to bash each other's head

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eveyone is venting atp

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