i destroy every single thing i touch so i deserve this

80654 - 

Huh this must be my brain telling me to sleep

97162 - 

bye guys ty tc!

97162 - 

Breaking something sometimes doesn't mean you are broken -Kodi

97168 - 

i dont care i just cant handle being me

80654 - 

ive hurt so many people

80654 - 

Be someone else -Kodi

97168 - 

that means nothing

80654 - 

Its Madz how we doing

97180 - 

it doesnt undo the hurt Ive done onto others

80654 - 

nobody gets what its like to be a terrible human being

80654 - 

You will never undo anything you ever do -Kodi

97168 - 

You only live with the knowledge you did the things you did -Kodi

97168 - 

godd i miss my boyfriendd

1969 - 

and I live with the pain that I caused onto others

80654 - 

CONFLICT OF INTEREST

97181 - 

And you pick yourself up and brush it off and get over it -Kodi

97168 - 

dont tell me to fucking get over it

80654 - 

i just dont know how ill kill mmyself if the worst happens

1969 - 

Other peoples pain is not your own -Kodi

97168 - 

overdosing would hurt and if i stabbed myself i wouldnt immediately die

1969 - 

when I cause it directly yes it is

80654 - 

i dont want it to happen though

1969 - 

Even if you caused it you should want to apologize you should want to make up for it -Kodi

97168 - 

These are people I love

80654 - 

Not pity yourself and sulk over it -Kodi

97168 - 

You can only learn from mistakes -Kodi

97168 - 

you really just dont get it

80654 - 

You only learn from things when you accept that they happen -Kodi

97168 - 

Hi

97178 - 

if you had hurt people like I've hurt people maybe you'd get it but you havent

80654 - 

I do actually I have just accepted a long time ago what happens to other people because of me isn't happening to me so there is no right to be upset about it -Kodi

97168 - 

I wanna die

97178 - 

Self pity blinds you -Kodi

97168 - 

But i dont want to die

97178 - 

I want to be happy forever

97178 - 

theres a girl that I met last month. I don't know if she likes me or if I like her back. I've never really liked someone before, so i don't know what it really feels like

97179 - 

your opinion on self love isnt going to stop me from killing myself so whatever

80654 - 

I wanna jump

97178 - 

If you didn't want to be stopped why'd you get on VentScape today? -Kodi

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