you know what would work?

80654 - 

It just makes u feel like shit

97162 - 

You weren't found and are alone to suffer the aftermath of an overdose alone dry heaving and suffering -Kodi

97168 - 

3 whole months of antidepressants that I've been skipping

80654 - 

ur saying that like I'll make it to that point

80654 - 

if i survive i dont know what ill do but i have to try

80654 - 

No dont do that

97162 - 

Or you are in a hospital with charcoal around you mouth and will be admitted to a psychiatrics facility after a 24-72 hour hold at a hospital -Kodi

97168 - 

Brb

97162 - 

There is no guarantee you die from an overdose -Kodi

97168 - 

you only get sent to the psyche ward if you get caught

80654 - 

i dont care anymroe

80654 - 

its the only option i have

80654 - 

You would rather be caught than suffer alone shaking and dry heaving on I assume your bathroom floor the next day or a few hours after -Kodi

97168 - 

Hello

97162 - 

i dont care anymore

80654 - 

Why did my screen like shake?

97162 - 

Hello -Kodi

97168 - 

And why is it turning diffrent colors?

97162 - 

i destroy every single thing i touch so i deserve this

80654 - 

Huh this must be my brain telling me to sleep

97162 - 

bye guys ty tc!

97162 - 

Breaking something sometimes doesn't mean you are broken -Kodi

97168 - 

i dont care i just cant handle being me

80654 - 

ive hurt so many people

80654 - 

Be someone else -Kodi

97168 - 

that means nothing

80654 - 

Its Madz how we doing

97180 - 

it doesnt undo the hurt Ive done onto others

80654 - 

nobody gets what its like to be a terrible human being

80654 - 

You will never undo anything you ever do -Kodi

97168 - 

You only live with the knowledge you did the things you did -Kodi

97168 - 

godd i miss my boyfriendd

1969 - 

and I live with the pain that I caused onto others

80654 - 

CONFLICT OF INTEREST

97181 - 

And you pick yourself up and brush it off and get over it -Kodi

97168 - 

dont tell me to fucking get over it

80654 - 

i just dont know how ill kill mmyself if the worst happens

1969 - 

Other peoples pain is not your own -Kodi

97168 - 

overdosing would hurt and if i stabbed myself i wouldnt immediately die

1969 -