Sleep well, Kai -Kodi

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And thank you for taking the time to speak to me -Kodi

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And this facet both nauseates and relieves me profoundly.

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<i wish i knew exactly what i am

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My versatility, included. I suppose I should shift my thoughts onto something more valuable.

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hey

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Something beneficial.

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I need to create more, more of these vessels to embody.

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<you cant quite hate nor love yourself when you dont know you

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And as each of them leave a remnant, I’ll gradually build myself.

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<i am quite shattered

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Everything I ever found admirable which I lacked.

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I suppose that’s the beauty in fragmentation.

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<but you never feel complete

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The inability to truly grasp, but the ability to change in all circumstances .

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<because you are not a whole piece yourslef

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if people only see you outside of you when the inside of your is broken they think you're fine but when your outside is broken they say your dramatic and you need to chill i'm sick of it

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I have brief moments of clarity, similar to highs.

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<maybe having a near death experience could make me reflex

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I’m a drug I unconsciously quit half-way during the high.

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I fucked up my schedule and destroyed all the progress id made

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I used to be afraid of rejection, I used to be afraid of a no, but now its a yes I’m afraid of, I’m scared of not meeting expectations and losing someone.

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I believe the two things I desire is to acknowledge my essence and govern it to my desires.

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And the other,

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I crave it so bad

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to find someone like-minded who can embrace and rival me in the right ways.

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im proud of you all

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I just need attention

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Idk whats wrong with me at all

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A stimulating experience.

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I'm an attention whore

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Something perpetual, or at least pleasant during.

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your beautifull

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I'd probably suck dick for attention that's how much I need it ._.

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Dih 💔🥀

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Even tho I don't wanna

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your more then that

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Idk

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I need attention lol idk why

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my dad used to molest me everyday

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