as a human, I think it does

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humans eat

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eat other beings

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Even if you died, it wouldnt help anybody or prevent any animal from dying tbh

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Its a useless reason for wanting to die

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at least I wouldnt participate, even passively

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Borne of self rightousness

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at least I wouldnt suffer

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Sorry if thats a little rude

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But junk like that rubs me the wrong way

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it sounded a bit dismissive

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But you are right about not suffering

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I dont want to struggle every day

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This morning i was going to tie a plastic bag over my head

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I dont want to be pushed to do this shit

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with a gas?

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But i talked to some people and i didnt eant to anymore

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No just a plastic bag

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I see

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I would toe it tight so i wouldnt be able to breathe

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That seems the least dirty

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Itd be a little painful

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I saw some method threads on site "Sanctioned Suicide"

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But i dont want my mom to see me bloody

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I cant read those

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I was thinking of headshot

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It makes me sad

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headshot and Sodium Nitrite

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Ive thought about buying a gun and shooting myself but i dont want my mom to see that

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If i die i want my mom to be able to have an open casket funeral

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I was thinking of body being burned

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Sometimws i dont want to die and sometimes i really do

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Its so confusing

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yeah

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its weird

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And i feel like everyday i just get worse

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at least for me

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And i want to get therapy but im too scared

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it seems so expensive to me

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And my friends want me to get bet5er but i cant

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