But its digging up old shit i was depressed about in middle school

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another type of hunger

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Its hell

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it was horrible time for me, school

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Without my friends id be dead since middle school

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i wish i wasnt weak

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I think dropping out could ve been better for me

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i wish i didnt turn into the person that hurts

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I didnt really get super depressed in middle school only because they were there

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I wish i wasn’t physically weak

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people walked over me like a bug

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my body is just aching

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this is what i am now

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pure shit

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i wish i couldve survived

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Idk if I'll kill myself tommorow, because someone i really really love would be devestated if i did

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what about you though?

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Thats the only reason im really still here

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Without her i wouldnt really care

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i wish i didnt die

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I see living for someone else as horrible

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its slavery

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I feel so weak

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I hate it too but idk

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Im tempted to close my eyes

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noone that reall would care for me, would keep me in this evil world

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I dont think thats true

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No reason in particular though

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i wish i couldve loved someone

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really cared

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not pretended to care

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I wouldnt be able to argue against it

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connected without breaking

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She really does care for me, weve been friends since 5th grade

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i cant give in to my tiredness

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Shes the only person that makes me doubt if i actually want to die

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A world with her in it is worth living in to me

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I tried to overdose in march

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And i feel eorse than that now

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Yet somehow thinking of her brings me peace

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