set up

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my whole being is so much different from them

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and I dont want to be

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Back sorry🐨

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I was thinking how to escape

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how to quit

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and all I see

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are risky ways

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Hey, dont give up i know it seems hard but things will get better🐨

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I wouldnt even call them choices

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how do you know that?

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I see such answer as a bit cruel

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if not more than a bit

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I dont want false hope

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I dont even want hope

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I want it to end

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hope presuposes a bad situation

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there is no need for hope when things "are good"

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If you never think its gonna get better it wont but if you try it will🐨

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what if trying is not the optimal way?

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what if there is no way?

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why would I "try

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that seems like another trap/burden

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I tried for last ~26 years seems like

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even me killing myself would seem like trying

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I would rather not be pushed to do that

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and I m

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I m pushed to do that

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people seem to be so stupid

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Sorry i keep disappearing im just a lil dizzy right now🐨

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it seems either predetermined/set up

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or I dont know what it is

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no worries from my side

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it seems like I talk with myself whatever myself is

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and you I guess

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I dislike people around me so much

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they seem so short sighted

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lol im sorry i cant help that much atm im trying to make my head stop hurting without od like last time😅🐨

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Yea people are the worst sometimes🐨

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This is why im online :3🐨

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