you stll here lmao

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I feel guilty because of it

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I keep rejoining me bc u dont see me blue

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anyway i said thanku for listening to me

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no worries g

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but i feel so guilty for not letting u talk about urself

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keep up your positivity

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its only gonna get better

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and ur not stopping me istg 😭

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yeah i hope so everything is gonna be okay and good

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its okayy

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pls talk

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i feel bad

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you sure?

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yes

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alright if u want-

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i got two ish problems

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what are they

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back in october i was with someone else

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it wasnt an abusive relationship but she would barely talk

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n constantly cancel on me

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so a distant relationship?

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so obv i blamed myself bc i was stupid

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nah it was like a 20 minute drive though

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real

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My friend’s gonna be mad when they find out I didn’t actually adopt the stray kitten

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no i didnt mean long distance i meant distant relationship when ur in a relationship but not close at all

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anyways it got to the point where i was so tired of being cancelled and i just wanted to actually talk fo her abt it

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yeahyeah that was it

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but as soon as i asked her what was up

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she said we should break up

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n stuff

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I have the dedication and education to care for a kitten but I still don’t know if I’m capable

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i find out a month later that she was with another guy that whole time

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which was nice

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and anyway obviously me being the person i am i got kinda bad anxiety from that

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I don’t have a house

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yeah thats probably why she was distant, but good thing u found out about it atleast

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so u know about her real side

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which made me feel like a dickhead bc i started overthinking hard n having trust issues

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