when people compliment me i dont see it

96931 - 

i'm so tired of my life and the way it is going

96928 - 

I’m so selfish and arrogant, but that’s not enough to give me the motivation to do something with my life

96935 - 

where is this smart girl

96931 - 

i've threatened suicide because i still remain unmedicated

96928 - 

I feel like im 13 still

96931 - 

everyone around me will be better off once i’m gone, I know that for sure

96935 - 

i'm sick of trying to establish boundaries and putting myself first

96928 - 

all i get is that "i'm selfish"

96928 - 

I wish I wasnt the younger sister

96931 - 

like okay i'll stop

96928 - 

my parents dont have the energy for me anymore

96931 - 

dont even get me started on this fuckass friend group im in

96928 - 

I want to like myself for one day

96931 - 

they're making me lose my shit

96928 - 

I gave up on making friends

96931 - 

keep leaving me out and you will be going in my fucking suicide note

96928 - 

fuck friend groups

96931 - 

i'm so fucking tired of them

96928 - 

fuck friend groups, always make me feel left out

96931 - 

i had my mate tell me he felt left out ONE TIME

96928 - 

but nobody fucking wants to hang out one on one

96931 - 

THEY ALL LEAVE ME OUT OF BASICALLY EVERYTHING

96928 - 

everyone just hangs with their friends

96931 - 

none of them like me

96928 - 

cant get close to anyone

96931 - 

thats so real

96931 - 

my friend is coming over next week and i dont even want to talk to him tbh

96928 - 

but its whatever because i refuse to communicate my feelings

96928 - 

real

96931 - 

why does this sound like me holy shit

96931 - 

not that i refuse, but i'm deeply uncomfortable to do so with them

96928 - 

I try to be nice with people but if i dont text first one day they never talk to me again

96931 - 

i feel disconnected from the majority of people that i interact with anyway

96928 - 

i feel like an Osamu Dazai character

96928 - 

you know, like his novel characters?

96928 - 

from which novel

96931 - 

i feel like one of those

96928 - 

probably maybe No Longer Human

96928 - 

same

96931 -