because nobody makes me their first choice

96931 - 

the pain is too much for my little brain

96928 - 

hey that rhymes >:3

96928 - 

Well, making friends is a skill that is often passed down by your parent's as well, unfortuntely

95358 - 

ah that explains

96931 - 

Im tired of feeling like i’m not in control of my life

96935 - 

my mom has no friends

96931 - 

god id wish i had parents

96928 - 

Ah

95358 - 

my dads friends are old men

96931 - 

i mean biologically i do but they've just never really been around

96928 - 

I never had "family friends"

96931 - 

but i don’t have the energy to fix it. i didn’t think id even live this long

96935 - 

My cousin has family friends, and shes doing so much better socially

96931 - 

mommy only came back into my life three years ago but any chance of having a relationship is long gone

96928 - 

As a child you mimick the behaviors your parent's show, and that's how kids seem "naturally" friendly. It's not natural to them truly, just inherented

95358 - 

Ive lived too long, i’m tired. i have nobody, nothing to show for all this time i’ve lived. what’s the point

96935 - 

..

96931 - 

Oh, I spelled that wrong.

95358 - 

My personality changed

96931 - 

Inherited

95358 - 

Yes, yes, personality changes a ton,

95358 - 

sadly little me thought she was on top of the world so I was a little mean

96931 - 

tell more,

95358 - 

hi can anyone see me

96375 - 

my confidence dropped when puberty started

96931 - 

i can see you cyan

96928 - 

YES

95358 - 

I have good days, they’re fleeting. the bad outweighs the good and I told myself when that happens, i’ll stop bothering

96935 - 

i'm so tired, i want to rot

96928 - 

can anyone see me

96375 - 

ok ty

96375 - 

I want friends so fucking bad

96931 - 

same green

96375 - 

but every time I talk to people it doesnt go anywhere

96931 - 

damn so we all lonely af huh

96375 - 

i wish i could be taken in my sleep

96928 - 

I thought i was fine being lonely but it just hurts

96935 - 

I want relationships

96931 - 

I want someone to make me their first choice

96931 -