my cortisol has been low since grade 4

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all i want is a hug

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idk what im supposed to feel because im not even going through puberty normally

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i'm sat here crying

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I wanna rip out my uterus

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I hate bleeding out of it every month

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and the fucking pain

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But being raised by parent's means they're supposed to show you how to emotionally regulate, especially when you hit puberty.

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i want to sob

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idk

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my parents are good

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that's like, the most significant job they have

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i'm only fifteen, this isn't fair

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i lost my childhood to abuse

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my mommy and daddy were never around

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So, they offered you ways and methods to regulate your emotions in a health way then red?

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they are tough and mental health lowkey isnt a thing in this house but

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i had to live with my aunt and uncle whom abused me

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my parents tell me to stop complaining

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when i think about it, i never had a childhood at all

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But i dont want y'all to think they are abusive. just a product of their time y'know?

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Ok, so they didn't provide for you the essential skills to have a emotional existence.

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it's been pain since the very start

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gen x parents lol

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i'm just a baby really

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my parents dont know how to deal with me

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daddy groomed mommy and then they had me

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since my sister wasnt like this

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daddy is a pedophile

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Yes, you don't have to hate your parent's, but recognizing the harm they've done, even if it's inadvertent, is important

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a man almost in his 40s getting a 17 year old pregnant

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its ok im aware of their flaws

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