i want it back

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i fucked it up

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its all my fault

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and its important to face the consequences

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of your mistakes

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I think they think I look nice but when I speak they think I'm a cryptid

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Awhh, do u want to talk about what happened?

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he said

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i was fucked in the head

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unfixable

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and i had his initials carved on my ankle

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Why did he say that?

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and i tried killing myself after he left

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hes right

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im fucked

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its best that i end it

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so my parents stop paying for therapy

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You can be fucked but you aren't unfixable

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my coping mech is bad

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i use other guys to get over the last one

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Your parents aren't paying for therapy. They're paying for you to be alive and well.

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im looking for another guy

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ik its unhealthy

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and toxic

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but

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i dont want to end up in rehab again

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Hmm... I wouldn't lose hope just yet, but have you solved any of the problems that caused issues before?

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nope

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Do you want to?

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i just want this to end

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i know nothing can be fixed

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What would need to be fixed for it to be better?

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me

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how i think

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how im so dependent on people

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What about you?

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Hmm, dependency is hard to deal with but it is manageable in my eyes...

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It's much easier to change how you think than changing your dependency, I believe.

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yeah

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you guys should listen to nino paid

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