I only watched BC for about 3.5 ish months in 2023

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I keep fighting sleep

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go sleep blue

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its not healthy

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She got engaged and married very quickly and now she is pregnant

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I can't get my mind quiet enough to sleep

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It's hard because she is nearly 6 years younger than me

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I hope one day that'll be me

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turn off your phone, think about minecraft?

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I'm trapped in this horrible country, i need to get out by any means necessary.

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Also I hope I can forger about BC

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I don't play minecraft

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just think about anything that calms you

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and purple, you will forget about her

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never compare your life to someone else's

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I hope so soon

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im only 14 and i dont know much but comparing yourself does not fix anything

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I try not to, just saying it's hard

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youll find someone better

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I feel like I keep getting stuck in the cycle of mental health stuff and then resisting sleep

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you will find your true love

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BC doesn't seem like a nice person

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have you tried writing it down?

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what do you think you have blue?

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I have not because that also doesn't help

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I think at least anxiety and depression. Also possible ADHD

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i have bipolar n depression

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I have never gotten an official diagnosis though

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If have just been trying to avoid her because of how low she makes me feel

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for depression, i know those journalling exercises are useless

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So not 100% sure on that tho

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but when your mental health gets really low

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your frontal lobe shuts down

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you dont think logically

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BC is American btw

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Im English

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thus you don't look at situations positively

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i have bpd ,depression, anxiety, dmdd, and ptsd

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I try to listen to lots of music and that kind of helps a little

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do what makes you happy

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