She makes me feel like I have completely failed at life

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What should I do?

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I won't say her name but her initials are bc

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I hate being like this i hate it so much

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why do you think you can't get a job?

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i know the guilt

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She has been chipping away at my mental health

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i gave me ex depression and he tried to kill himself

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I have applied to sooooooooo many and nobody seems to want to hire me. I have been trying for like 3 years

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i don't know much ab jobs, im only 14, but ask your friend for referrals if you can?

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I hope I can forget she exists one day because she's one of the reasons why I struggle so much

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and yellow please stay safe and take care

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I have a couple of relationships in my life that are hard

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I know she doesn't do it directly because she has no idea I exist

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talk to your therapist, find a solution please

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killing yourself is never the easy way out

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I stopped watching her because she made me feel like a loser

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I only watched BC for about 3.5 ish months in 2023

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I keep fighting sleep

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go sleep blue

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its not healthy

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She got engaged and married very quickly and now she is pregnant

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I can't get my mind quiet enough to sleep

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It's hard because she is nearly 6 years younger than me

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I hope one day that'll be me

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turn off your phone, think about minecraft?

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I'm trapped in this horrible country, i need to get out by any means necessary.

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Also I hope I can forger about BC

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I don't play minecraft

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just think about anything that calms you

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and purple, you will forget about her

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never compare your life to someone else's

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I hope so soon

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im only 14 and i dont know much but comparing yourself does not fix anything

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I try not to, just saying it's hard

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youll find someone better

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I feel like I keep getting stuck in the cycle of mental health stuff and then resisting sleep

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you will find your true love

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BC doesn't seem like a nice person

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have you tried writing it down?

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