I cannot tell if i have trauma, when everyone around me belittles me, and tells me im an awful person, for simply existing.

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ts my 3rd relapse

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i wish nobody would be disappointed or upset

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i dont know how to help myself

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They're verbally abusive and that's traumatic itself

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all my other coping mechanisms take hours and hardly help

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You're not the issue

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Thank you

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Once your enviroments are changed, you will bloom again

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why do i care so much about others opinons

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i hate being human

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I do too

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im gunna kms or something idk

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probably not

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i want to

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but i cant put them through what i went trhough

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It is so hard to be where i am at right now, every day more shit happens, and i lose another part of me.

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Im having survivors guilt - a

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I have no way to cope with it all.

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my dearest chat of wisdom and knowledge should i stop listening to the playlist that negatively affects my mental health /ref

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probably

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Everyone is attacking me

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yeah ur right

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imma turn it off (mayhaps)

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💔💔

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sometimes i feel like i shouldnt tell them anything

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I was at astroworld. I was 16 and alone, I still don’t have the words for how terrifying it was. I had to be crowd-surfed out because I couldn’t breathe I genuinely thought I was going to die. - a

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i know thats bad i just hate making them feel afraid

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anyone on .sali

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I might run away, after my next paycheck.

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i feel like im being watched

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im so scared

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😭

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im so scared i feel like theres someon e in my room

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😭😭

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or outside my door

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Its gonna be ok

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ohmy god

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Are you alone

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i donrtkonw

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