I had both good and bad people around me

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I WAS HOMELESS DAWG

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I grew up in a warzone lmao so it sucksd bad

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I dont like reminiscing that much anymore

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About the same purple.

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Damn

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sometimes i feel bad for my mom because she used to not have enough money to feed herself

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then i remember how mean she is sometimes

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It is what it is

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i wish i wasnt so fucking selfish man MY LIFE IS FINE WHY DO I FUCKING FEEL THIS WAY

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And i have relogipus trauma to top it all off

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Worst thing that happened to me happened when i was almost 18. So i was supposed to ve resilient through it

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sigh

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Humans are naturally selfish, its a human instinct

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My religion made me think my mom was gonna die in armageddon because she sinned, so i mourned her death at 10 years old.

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my mormon grandma tried to gaslight me and scare me into being religious wehen i was liek

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idk real young

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i dont remember

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I thought my dsd had a right to beat me as punishmrsnt when i was younger

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When i was younger someone told me to imagine what life i actually want instead of feeling like ill be stuck here forever

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Cause of relogion

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I also thought i was a sinner for being a victim of sex trafficking

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Damn, i’m sorry to hear that red.

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yall ever think of yourself in 3rd person so you dont feel anything

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I remeber praying rvery night crying cause i thoight god cpuldnt hear me

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GOD STILL CANT HEAR ME BRO

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I never wanted anythinf huge or extravagant

95911 - 

I grew up in a religious househokd too and it can be strict

95916 - 

Thought i wasnt praying HARD enough

95913 - 

Life time of being bullied

95914 - 

IM SO SICK AND TIRED

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Imagine living a life where youre just true to yourself you have a support system

95911 - 

OF PRAYING TO A GOD THAT WONT ANSWER

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But it's not that heavy

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Red, if you ever need to rant more long term i can give you my snap.

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Thought i deserved to be traffickrd caide i was judt a sinner

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I had people who cared and loved me and were willing to help me

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Thats what i always thought and it made me happy thinking maybe ill have it one day

95911 - 

Wait am i red or orange

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You clearly have lots of trauma, and i don’t know but i was talking to you lol

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