am i visible

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I cant face normal pain people deal with

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ah gabe need to fix this site ong

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Holy fuck i'm suicidal over something so small that happened. HOW? I haven't felt this way in at least 2 years

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I don't get it

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Objectively the obstacle ahead of me isn't that awful

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screw u gabe, why cant u fix this goddamned site for once

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Learned helplessness

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And I'm making it out to be impossible to overcome

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Maybe

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Why am i alive

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I'm doing so much better rn than 2, and especially 4 years ago. I'm still behind my peers though

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oh, i should probably sleep or I'll relapse

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Why do i seek permission to exist

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I can not do that again

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You're right purple

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oh god please no, I don't want to waste another year

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Good night

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goodnight green, i wish u have a happy life

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byebye

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ask youe parrents yellow

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Maybe someday i will

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well this website is quiet at the moment hmmm

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im so mad

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I have experience in overcoming issues but anytime something comes up i need a looooong warm-up period. It's probably the case here too

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why couldnt things gone right

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im sorry

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come back

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so many people are broken

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i never meant to drive you away

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it was a mistake that i said that

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im sorry

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please be my brother again

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consumed

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i promise i wont mess up again

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please just love me like you used to

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im sorry they got in the way

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im sorry i was so naive and selfish

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i love you i promise

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i still do after all this time

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