im just so fucking lost god i cant and im alone what am i to do xd

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and people think i need to be in a ward </3

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i'm cooked

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It's not cringe. It's good that you have something bringing enough joy to your life

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music is all i've got

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i'm passionate about it

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just as much as i love learning new things

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i dont want to grow old another year xd

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idk where im going with whatever fuck this is xd

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i'm not eating enough

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i dont want this xd

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Why do you say xd after every message

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i think i'm trying to starve myself so i lose weight again

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xd is her tag

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<ohhhh

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xd is an emoticon xd

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<i thought i was like

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Starving isn't a sustainable way to lose weight. Eat healthy and workout

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<yeah the emoticon

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i can't work out

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Why's that?

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bro i really wanna kill myself xd

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i can barely stand up without getting dizzy

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i really fucking do because i want to escape xd

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and that's when i eat normally

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Are you morbidly obese?

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i'm 90 pounds.

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i'm underweight

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so no, i'm not morbidly obese

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such a pathetic sad miserable existence watching everything fall apart xd

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Then you don't need to lose ant more weight

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yeah i do

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i'm not skinny enough

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#anorexiainthebig25

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Nah, starved people are ugly, sick and infertile

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i'm always getting sick

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i dont want any of this xd

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and i have no appetite at all anyway

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even if i wanted to, i can rarely force myself to eat these days

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i havent properly eaten in four days dawg xd

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