i let lain down gently once when we were teens, romantically

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Backkkk🐨

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and now im doing it again, queerplatonically

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i just

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🦦

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younger me had the right idea, i shouldnt be partners with lain in any way

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i dont want to be partners

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its not working out

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ill be nice

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Sorry guys i was bothering my sister and her gf🤭🐨

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ill say its because A. long distance doesnt work for me

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I HATE COUPLES irl dw luv u guys <3🐨

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and B. i want a partner i can see/plan a future with

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and C. we were better as just friends, no expectations

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i think in the back of my mind im scared

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not that he'll leave, but that he didnt see this as serious as i did

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qpr is different for everyone

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and, i know hes going to be confused

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im not the most forthcoming of people, and lain is very oblivious

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if i say i actually was serious about wanting a house and a car together he'll be like HUH

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and... thats the most disappointing thing of all for me

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and its why id rather break up

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we dont DO anything

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hes suicidal and on serious meds, he doesnt want to adult or think about the future

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it hurts me

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sitting in the cemetary has got to be in the top 5 saddest things you'll ever experience

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Back again😭🐨

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it wouldnt have worked out anyway, we can never agree on projects together

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i got looked at like i was crazy like heaven forbid i visit my friend

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i just sit there and talk to him

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i feel like its a failure on my part, but our personalities just dont build on each other

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nothing we can do about that

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If he hurts you, tou should break up with him </3🐨

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he may be 6 feet under but i still talk to him about everything

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best brother a guy couldve asked for

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Sorry ive been gone for like a sec🐨

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after every storm i check on him because he always hated them

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Ik its hard but it wilk feel like such a relief after you have that off your shoulders🐨

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Its better to do it than fake being in love with him tbh🐨

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koala i think i remember you from yesterday

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