i want pills

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theres nothing out there for me

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i feel like i'll never improve or deserve my place in this world

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i cant even say "no one" because thats not particularly true, but, how do i tell him i dont trust my own thoughts and feelings?

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that's just stupid

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and i dont know when hes gonna realize im broken

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i have to consciously decide to be a good, understanding person

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i'm stressed so my ocd is worse which makes me want to kms. joy

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i dont want to be the opposite mind you but it's just how i am

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i'm tired of being a parasite like they said

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k

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huh

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can u see me

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yes

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well fuck

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hi

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what's up

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well you can see me

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thatsa cool

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yup

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lol i think most ppl have me on el mute-o

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but lets dish

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i just don't think there's many people online rn

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what u got

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nope

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you got me

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well rn i'm thinking abt my ex friend again

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ex freind?

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spiraling etc. hby

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why ex?

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yea

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they like

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liiiike?

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someone new came in with money, flirting, etc. and i was totally sidelined

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what?

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they made a new friend who gave them money and flirted with them

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?

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ok

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whats that mean?

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like they paid for my friend and sent sexual messages

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