well pain is suppose to stop you from dying tho

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hey i am blue now

43840 - 

I know

94034 - 

you're so mentally numb to it all that your own self is the horror

74622 - 

And the worst part is its all my fault. I decided to do that to myself. Cause im a whore and everyone knows it

80824 - 

purple nvm talking to you is futile

74622 - 

I've been depressed before

94034 - 

My dad knows it my mom knows it my best friend knows it

80824 - 

I'm working thru some shit rn

94034 - 

oh you lucky fuck, to be able to refer to it as 'before' rather than your entire life -w-

50339 - 

It's not depression

94034 - 

I relapsed on my ED

94034 - 

how badly?

50339 - 

But at the same time i kind of miss it

80824 - 

I'm just trying to survive rn

94034 - 

Im going to go and write. Goodnight guys, take care and stay safe -verlaine

95159 - 

okay purple, good luck.

74622 - 

It would be worse but i have help red

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And i domt know why

80824 - 

why can't we talk about possitive things man like blue skies or something

43840 - 

good night verlaine, have a wonderful rest of your life

50339 - 

This is a venting website bruh its gonna be sad

80824 - 

a bit of positivity is never bad though

50339 - 

blue, the most miserable adolescents can muster is making matters worse

74622 - 

yea but its little overboard men

43840 - 

it's their form of expression through comparison

74622 - 

I miss when older men were nice to me

80824 - 

eh mabe but you remeber most of your negaive memories when you get older i know form experiance

43840 - 

I don't like labels but i think anorexia is close enough to my ED to fit well

94034 - 

i mean you forget most of you negative memories human mind is weird like that but in a good way i suppose

43840 - 

do you purge, pink?

50339 - 

I don't binge

94034 - 

purge the unclean

43840 - 

Thats bulimia

80824 - 

blue, if you do somehow manage to live long enough, I wanna let you know you don't just live long enough for no reason.

74622 - 

Can't purge if you don't eat

94034 - 

True

80824 - 

i don't know if i'd quite say that

50339 - 

I have no gag reflex so i can't purge

94034 - 

How??

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