Pain is what tells me i'm alive

94034 - 

Is it normal for family members to show you thoer funeral playlists wnen theyre still failry healthy(for now)? -verlaine

95159 - 

I found out that the more clothes you take off the worse you feel

80824 - 

Running from pain is good

94034 - 

purple no offense that sounds like depression dawg.

74622 - 

could just be a morbid person, verlaine

50339 - 

You limit yourself down to this object

80824 - 

Eh i'm not bad rn

94034 - 

i mean pain sucks tho

43840 - 

"pain is what makes me feel alive" naaaaahhhh

74622 - 

I've been worse

94034 - 

Sounds about right -verlaine

95159 - 

I uh I don't buy the whole "pain is what makes me feel alive"

74622 - 

I forced myself into the smallest box i could when i decided to try to start selling myself

80824 - 

pain makes me wanna dieded

74622 - 

i mean, i feel pretty damn alive while epilating or anything else painful, and pretty damn... well, not, while i don't feel anything, they do kind of have a point

50339 - 

I've been through times where i felt nothing and it was excruciating

94034 - 

And i couldnt breathe

80824 - 

purple dawg that's called depression

74622 - 

I am writing to you today to express my deepest regret for my previous dismissal of the ongoing issues surrounding penguin voting rights. I am deeply sorry for my earlier ignorance and I will dedicate

95160 - 

well pain is suppose to stop you from dying tho

43840 - 

hey i am blue now

43840 - 

I know

94034 - 

you're so mentally numb to it all that your own self is the horror

74622 - 

And the worst part is its all my fault. I decided to do that to myself. Cause im a whore and everyone knows it

80824 - 

purple nvm talking to you is futile

74622 - 

I've been depressed before

94034 - 

My dad knows it my mom knows it my best friend knows it

80824 - 

I'm working thru some shit rn

94034 - 

oh you lucky fuck, to be able to refer to it as 'before' rather than your entire life -w-

50339 - 

It's not depression

94034 - 

I relapsed on my ED

94034 - 

how badly?

50339 - 

But at the same time i kind of miss it

80824 - 

I'm just trying to survive rn

94034 - 

Im going to go and write. Goodnight guys, take care and stay safe -verlaine

95159 - 

okay purple, good luck.

74622 - 

It would be worse but i have help red

94034 - 

And i domt know why

80824 - 

why can't we talk about possitive things man like blue skies or something

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