Aw why

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i bet its gonna crash soon - Felix/Lixy

56909 - 

Sick of being sick

14281 - 

always does - Felix/alixy

56909 - 

You have a flu or some th ing?

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I hate runny noses

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Chronic illness :p

14281 - 

Oh i see thats a lot worse then the flu 😭

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shii hate chronic illness - felix

56909 - 

I feel like im doing everything wrong and im a terrible person my bsf tells me im not but i cant escaoe the feeling or feeling worthless and think i shouldnt be here i only think like that sometimes

95104 - 

All theyre trying to do is shove more medication in my face. Like bro.

14281 - 

fucking hate meds so bad - Felux

56909 - 

REAL

14281 - 

The thoughts are getting more often and worse and im getting scared

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hey

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Do yall ever get scared when you are doing well

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All the time

14281 - 

I hate myslef sometimes and i feel like im never enough

95104 - 

Its like its all going to crash i expect it to

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its bs - felix

56909 - 

my partner might be dead and i have no way of knowing

95106 - 

jesus why purple?? - Felix

56909 - 

I hate my life most days and im never enough

95104 - 

Things are going so well and i have the urge to just fuck things up before it catches me by surprise

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because of a conversation we had yesterday. i left this morning now i can't reach them

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shit, i really hope their alive hun - Felix/Lixy

56909 - 

praying for ya - Felix

56909 - 

I question if im actually healing and bettering myself or if im just insane

95105 - 

my partner is dying, so in any case they don't have much time

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And convincing myself everything is fine

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it's really hard

95106 - 

Its uncomfortable to feel like i dont have to run away from things anymore

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Its like i want to feel unsafe or something i know i dont its just weird

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god i hate german men - Felix

56909 - 

I want to move out pretty soon

95105 - 

The thought of it scares me and i wonder if its just me running away from things again

95105 - 

I've practiced CNC and i don't know how i feel about it

95106 - 

I dont know how much i am at fault for never explaining to my family how i really felt

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i never told my dead best friend who i really am

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I wanted to stay as humble as i could because i didnt want them to think i thought i had it worse than them

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