Lowkey missing my childhood best friend and forcing myself to not text them

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or hard to find by tate mcrae

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why wont you text them

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OH MY HODDDDD IM KILLING MYSELF

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because its been like 5 years

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And if they dont feel the same im just the weirdo

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did something bad happen or did you guys just grow apart

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Kinda both

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no youre not a weirdo youre a good strong person who tried smth

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I wanted to text them so bad grauation day and maybe i shouldve

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i say try it and if it doesnt work thats okay but its always better to know than not

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youre a good person remember that no matter what

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try and reach out it will be okay no matter what

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I still have photos of us together at theme parks and stuff

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Helloooooooo

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When we were little

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thats sweet i think you should reach out

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how are yall

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those are strong emotions to keep going

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Im doing okay

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I feel embarrassed

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text them remind them that youre there

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i feel kind of crappy

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im tweaking so hard lowkey

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real

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I remember tweaking when i was middle school and i really missed her

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rahhh

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how does someone run away without actually leaving

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i think you need to text her itll be okay

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shes family you have to try

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idk the situation coral but reaching out usually is good

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Then i told one of my friends i maybe loved her and they acted like i was insane

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that friend is rude you need to reach out

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How do i make it not awkward tho

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sometimes u jusy have to accept the awkwardness

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We are probably strangers again

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i have a bag packed under my bed with essentials incase i run away from home and become homeless, it has food, water and paperwork with fake information so no one can find me

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you cant control how they percieve the situation

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I wish i knew what she wants to do where shes going to go

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im tempted to leave but im scared

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