people suck but I crave love

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i literally smiled to someone else to cheer up

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but they had to pretend like they didnt see it

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and then i looked like a fool

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I want a boyfriend. just a nice sweet guy who i can go on silly dates with

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Im gonna get a pet when im older

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give it so much love

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but well, it fuckin hurts. still tho fuck the rest of humanity. i want to be as happy as i want to be

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Fuck people I thought actually were decent

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tired of the nonsense

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give pets love. they deserve it so much better

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or ill adopt a child

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they appreciate and remember your efforts

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that's actually my plan too purple

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If i adopted a child I could give them all the love, make sure they never feel like me

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wait id be a shit mom

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nvm

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uhhh

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I need a plan for my career

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I got a list of names i love

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maybe ill get to use them for something

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did everyone leave

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i want to adopt a kid and raise them with love. but at the same time, im tired of people out here. living my life for no reason to these people

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i go online and its more nonsense

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im tired of knowing all the shit going on I wish I could just be dumb or something

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I feel alone in my own household

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i feel terrible looking at how i am now. but i want to be better

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same

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I hope one day i wake up actually happy to be myself

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but it's just so much of pain and obstacles in my way

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i'm just going to hope that ill be happy someday

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good plan blue

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I hope i find good people in the future

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and that day comes, it will be worth all of it.

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i hope you find good people purple

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you too blue

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I hope you do something great someday

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i know there's a lot out there wanting to meet the real you and appreciate for what you are

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haha maybe

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thanks blue. i will place the same hope for you too

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