my partner is dying, so in any case they don't have much time

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And convincing myself everything is fine

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it's really hard

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Its uncomfortable to feel like i dont have to run away from things anymore

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Its like i want to feel unsafe or something i know i dont its just weird

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god i hate german men - Felix

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I want to move out pretty soon

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The thought of it scares me and i wonder if its just me running away from things again

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I've practiced CNC and i don't know how i feel about it

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I dont know how much i am at fault for never explaining to my family how i really felt

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i never told my dead best friend who i really am

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I wanted to stay as humble as i could because i didnt want them to think i thought i had it worse than them

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hehehd .sali

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WHAT .sali

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I KNEW IT .sali

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Everyone has issues

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anyone on .sali

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Yea

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after a week .sali

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i literally had a dream it was baxk on today .sali

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But keeping my mouth shut about how i feel for so long its suffocating

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Its harder to understand where i land with people

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Like what they think of me and what i think of them

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I regret moving cities, i left my soulmate and now she's gone forever

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I want to move cities

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i always wonder if someone i knew but don't talk to anymore killed themselves .sali

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i'd never know would i? .sali

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that kid who moved away .slai

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anyways i've got gymnastics bye i'm just surprised it's back .sali

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Bai

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bye

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I want to feel comfortable being in a good place in my life

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Because if i cant whats the point

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i might get accepted to a dream school, but I don't know if I'm worth it

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Sometimes i get anxious its for no real reason i just do

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It can feel like everyones staring at me when i walk outside

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Like behind trees or through windows

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my partner has the worse roommate and its affecting her lifespan. they truly suck and I'm worried for her

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I use to hold my breath when i walked through hallways at school

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Or hide in bathroom stalls to calm down

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