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<karoshi can you repeat user

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I use running as a vent and i cant do that as well anymore

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mine is lorithewhovian im really inactive but ill send a req next time i ever get online. which could be tomorrow or in a year lmao -ezra

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im sorry green that sounds hard -ezra

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aw ty k ill also accept anywhere from tomorrow to a billion years -ezra

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<i just added you karoshi

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I js want to be able to enjoy the things i like again

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i hope ur condition gets better green -ezra

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They put me on meds for it but they make me feel like shit and dont help with chronic pain

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I stopped taking them

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hii

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why do meds so often make people feel like shit instead -ezra

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They made me tired and depressed

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She didn't respond yet

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I hated them so much

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hii karoshima nagasaki

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my twin had scoliosis and the exercises they made her do only made her feel worse. medical world crazy -ezra

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They made me despise myself

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im sorry green im glad u stopped taking them then -ezra

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Im over it now but there was a point of genuine self loathing

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I hate myself i keep thinking about suicide and mass murder

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im glad u got past it -ezra

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Lately ive been ive been suicidal

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Dreaming of one day where ill be happy

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But baby. Ive been ive been praying hard

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Me to cyan

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Said no more counting dollars well be counting my last braincells

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i have to go bc its 2 am and ive been on here for 3 hours but i hope all of you can feel better and please remember never to give up -ezra

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Th

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I lie in my bed sometimes with music and imagine senarios where im my best self with someone who understands me

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Thanks bae

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I miss her sm

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God red i get u sm

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I js want to be there for someone

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