Y red

95053 - 

I was white

95057 - 

<nothing that tales effort for me i mean

93697 - 

i got what u meant

95044 - 

<people tell me i at least try and i dont

93697 - 

What do you do when you feel like everything is too much and you wanna end all this so badly

94533 - 

I always have nightmares havent had good dreams fir months

95057 - 

<im just smart and can get through shit without trying

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I wish I could die tbh

94533 - 

<i still suck

93697 - 

blue i dont think ive related to someone more all day

95044 - 

I do the same but its ok to try even when its hard like accepting help nd love from others thats ok

95053 - 

I fantasize about hitting him back

95057 - 

<glad we feel each other

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i feel like that Im just doing nothing and not trying thing too

95044 - 

But ik i cant and i wont

95057 - 

Im so tired

94533 - 

like lately i just feel so directionless idk

95044 - 

I hope he dies a painful death

95057 - 

<the thing is if i do try i get sort of burned out for a couple days

93697 - 

i hate when i exercise and i have a wedgie .sali

85269 - 

<same

93697 - 

i get that

95044 - 

I get it

95053 - 

Im so so tired

95057 - 

usually when i try i just lose all motivation to finish what i start

95044 - 

<wdym yellow

93697 - 

I really want someone to comfort me

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red whats up

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It's stuck OH MY GOSH BUT IM IN PUBLIC .sali

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sorry there are a lot of messages

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Im here red

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Ur not alone

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<go ahead red

93697 - 

Yea

95053 - 

I fighting for my life

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Wdym

95053 - 

Venting doesnt help because the problem's still there. And theres no solution either

95057 - 

<you are worth it and your struggles are valid

93697 - 

I really want to end this

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