but just remember, relapse is a part of recovery

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i feel guilty sometimes about it. like sometomes i would enjoy it

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my friends all left me

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My dad blamed be for all the times he raped me he said it was my fault and i didn't tey and stop him

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cyan i enjoy it

95064 - 

Wdym

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im starting to feel like i dont want to kill myself anymore. is this a sign of hope? .salty

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i've done the same thing, even though i swore i would never ever do it again

95060 - 

thats not ur fault cyan and doesnt mean what he did was right

95044 - 

<enjoy what

93697 - 

I understand red but u have to throw wtv ur using away

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yellow it wasnt ur fault

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blue enjoy self harm

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and salty i assume so

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thx purple .salty

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green i cant

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Even if u dont listen to me u have to throw it away

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proud of u for that

95044 - 

i like need my blades to function

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<oh well i also enjoy the numbness and stinging feeling it gives so

93697 - 

or at least put it in a place that is harder to get to

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they ease pain

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Please ive been there I enjoyed it to it heleod a lot but that wasnt me ykwim

95053 - 

i enjoyed being SA'd sometimes. he would be so nice, and gentle. even thoigh i was a kid and couldnt consent sometime i *would* say yes, yk?

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<wdym green

93697 - 

i understand that

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cyan thats a result of abuse

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That was just a girl in sm pain nd wnated to feel smth

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but you were being manipulated so please dont feel guilty like it was your fault and not his

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but i get it, i used to be addicted and life's been so much better without it and i regret every relapse

95060 - 

I understand cyan i would like it to sometimes

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i promise red, you can do it

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<yeah cyan thats still abuse and messed up

93697 - 

yeah red we believe in u

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thanks you guys

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Yes u can throw it away

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it made me feel wanted when nonody wanted me

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yall are more supportive than my parents tf

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<but dont feel ashamed of it afterall youre a victim

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haha, that's so real

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