i like dogs

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<yeah i know but i wanna make myself feel bad and cant injure physically

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just last month grandmother fell snd hit his head i was in my room and i remember my mom screamed on the top of her lungs because my grandmother was unresponsive and for a few minutes she thought

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but......why?

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she was dead

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im so sorry yellow

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there was blood

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and shit

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shes fine

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oh...

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<idk im jjst feeling like it and my self esteem is messed up so

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ok

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my self esteem is too

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and red

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well all my grandparrents are dead

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but it happened about 3 times before shes old snd she keeps falling

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if u say ur hot without meaning it, ur gonna start to believe it

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if u do it often

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<hmm youre right

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just say it in the mirror

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<i am hot tho and i meant it

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meaningful or meaningless

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ur gonna believe it eventually :)

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ur a hot bitch,

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not a pathetic one ;D

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every single sound makes me think someones head is crushed in a car engine or idk their body was sliced open on the sreet

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i see them so vividly

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oh gosh yellow :(

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im so sorry

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every single drop of blood

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are you traumatized or desensitized

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i cant no longer go out

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<well thanks for the tips, ill try remembering my trauma instead because i am above losing my ego

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<who

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yw redd

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yellow

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yellow isnt okay

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then i see myself

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has kolala been here

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oh w-o-w

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