or GPS wait thats not it

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<i always get the urges to say awful shit here

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yes but in a lot of situations many people are scared

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<how do i fix that

94671 - 

or they don't have any chance to

94963 - 

red, you can say whatever you'd like

94963 - 

my wrists... they aren't clean...

95009 - 

she does that to control me but she actually ends up hititng me

95005 - 

it's alright

94963 - 

jm sl skck of all this

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<no like i lowkey want to tell sadistic stuff to people

94671 - 

coral, it's okay! i'm proud of you for being clean for even a second!

94963 - 

<i need to find a way to control the urges

94671 - 

oh like what red?

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that's okay, sadism isn't all that bad

94963 - 

i wish i had a normal family

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well get a dog yellow its a start

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<but thats not good to say to people struggling

94671 - 

getting a dog and taking care of a dog is quite expensive honestly

94963 - 

i remember her screaming on the top of her lungs that she was gonna kill herself and breaking stiff

95005 - 

it's okay red, you can let it all out

94963 - 

<any tips on how to deal with those thoughts

94671 - 

honestly, just let it out

94963 - 

oh yellow, have you tried to tell anyone?

94963 - 

why did i do

95005 - 

letting it all out might not be best idea ll the time

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why me

95005 - 

<yeah i think the same

94671 - 

purple, i mean in private lol

94963 - 

the first time she hit me i was just 4

95005 - 

sometimes i hold myself tight and pretend she's hugging me

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like journaling or something

94963 - 

<people lowkey here are unstable as hell

94671 - 

ehat couldve possibly done

95005 - 

why

95005 - 

<oh thanks for clarifying

94671 - 

i just want a normal mother

95005 - 

my heart is so sensitive

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it hurts when people say mean stuff

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oh that is sad yellow is not mellow

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