i looked st it a few days ago

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accelarted end should be last resort

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its helpful

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<oh then i dont think you have to bandage it unless its gonna get rubbed by clothing if you dont

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<bandaging is mainly to avoid infection

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and besides life is nice most of the time

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<but it could also help to hide it

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<also consider if you have actual bandages or gauzes

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i couldnt even stand a chance

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my parents are fucked

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they like the pain they inflict on me

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they dont even care sbout me

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<anyways ive been feeling depressed but like in a weird way

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<not literally depressed just feeling

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nobody believes that ehen i tell people because my mom looks like a complete different person when shes infronf of ofhers

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well adopcion could help yellow depending how old you are

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ive never felt snything else but depressed and now im starting to get better but its strange and i want to hit rock bottom again

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<today i literally got myself horny on purpose to avoid being sad all day wtf

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im constantly picturing myself slicing my wrists open

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wait what

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they are so vivid

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it feels like im doing it

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well that is disturbing

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they flash before my eyes all the time

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<i lowkey would like to sleep forever

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<but with dreaming

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<so ik im not dead

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<because i know i cant take reality right now

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<i keep escaping it

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<at all costs

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<i dont really want to die

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<but im scared im falling into depression

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every single small sound i hear makes me picture of horrible gore scenes are extremely vivid

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i keep seeing people dying in my head

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<and id rather die than feel everyday like fucking hell

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i think yellow is unwell

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<i think most people here are unwell

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<to a worrying extent

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hey guysssss -marissa (m.m)

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<god im so disociated again

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