yw redd

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yellow

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yellow isnt okay

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then i see myself

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has kolala been here

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oh w-o-w

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very vividly dying in specific ways

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no

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u see urself, MAKING MONEYYYYYYYY

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<sad

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<sadistic

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just imagine urself in a goofy ahh hat eating gummy bears dancing on money piles

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its not good for you to imagine those things yellow you should try to stop that

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idek what i just said

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purple they suffered some traumatic experiences ppl cant just stop

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its MARKED in ur brain forever,

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yes well i said try

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try isnt a few times, its thousands

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i feel it when i see myself getting that meat knife from the kitchen and just slicing my head in half

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okay

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<okay now i feel numb, thats why i wasnt able to provoke me any pain

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do you feel sad

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<fuck

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when u remember it

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or carving open my moms head from behind ehen shes sleeping

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do u feel angry

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how do you feel

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should be call cops on yellow

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I survived a suicide attempt and now my tinnitus is 10x worse :(

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those sound like traumatic memories and intrusive thoughts

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oh im so sorry cyan....

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<sorry to hear that cyan

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im picturing myself going to my moms room and just stabbing her until the bones in my hsnds break

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okay yellow,

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you should try to go to a therapist

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i judt saw it now

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these violent memories have clearly affected u

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u need a therapist.

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<whatever being numb is better than getting my melodic dramatic ass emotions

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have you told anyone about this?

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