Why cant ending it just be painless it would br easier

68465 - 

when is the last time you laughed?

68459 - 

i kind of wonder if my dad would hate me if he found out that im trans cause likee hes spoken badly about trans people before

41003 - 

oh

68424 - 

i don't know

68424 - 

smiled without debating to force it or not

68459 - 

did it feel

68459 - 

good?

68459 - 

what is good?

68459 - 

yeah

68424 - 

captain planet?

68448 - 

I just wish i could run away without facing the consequences

68465 - 

why do we laugh?

68459 - 

i feel kinda bad for thinking that he'd hate me though cause hes going through cancer treatment and i feel like its selfish of me to be thinking that while hes suffering in that way

41003 - 

what if you come to laugh again

68459 - 

and

68459 - 

you cant?

68459 - 

then maybe it'd be worth it

68424 - 

why would it be worth it?

68459 - 

Red I understand how you feel and not saying that to make it about me. But telling him would be the best. Get it off your chest. If he doesnt accept you dont let that get to you.

68465 - 

your his child.

68465 - 

i wouldn't care once that happens. i wouldn't feel everything that i'm drowning in now. and those types of things will just make me seem immature

68424 - 

<3

68465 - 

i can't keep adjusting myself for people

68454 - 

yeah youre right yellow, thank you sm

41003 - 

why do you care about how you are seen?

68459 - 

maybe thats why you dont want to care

68459 - 

i apologize

68459 - 

ofc.

68465 - 

I get an extent of where you may be coming from now

68459 - 

hi

68391 - 

i will never understand though

68459 - 

im not you

68459 - 

my parents dont understand my ldr no matter how hard i try

68466 - 

yeah, no one understands besides yourself. i know

68424 - 

I hate my life

68461 - 

if we could all hear each others thoughts, do you think people could understand?

68459 - 

no.

68459 - 

ppl will never understand

68466 - 

Until one chooses to understand, they will never.

68459 -