i don't know why i'm here

68424 - 

Because you feel

68459 - 

i don't want to

68424 - 

you wouldnt be here if you didnt feel

68459 - 

God fucked up big time, if he exists

68461 - 

i don't want it

68424 - 

you wouldnt

68459 - 

care

68459 - 

i don't want to care

68424 - 

At all

68459 - 

is it bad that no matter how hard i try im still really bad at school things like im getting help from multiple people and study an stuff yet i still forget sm and suck at it

41003 - 

why?

68459 - 

caring hurts

68424 - 

a whole fucking lot

68424 - 

did i say something wrong? did i talk too much? did i say something to make him uncomfortable? does he not want to talk to me anymore?

68454 - 

why does it hurt?

68459 - 

Red, just know youre trying and thats important 💚

68461 - 

i care and i care. and then people use me and drain me so fucking much. and when someone feels shitty, then i feel shitty, i don't know why. i wish i didn't

68424 - 

empathy.

68459 - 

thats a gift

68459 - 

While he cried told me this life with me isnt what he wanted and been a waist of time

68464 - 

to feel

68459 - 

to understand

68459 - 

it doesn't feel like a gif

68424 - 

gift*

68424 - 

maybe

68459 - 

one day

68459 - 

coral thank you sm that almost made me cry omg

41003 - 

youll meet someone who

68459 - 

its been 4 fucking days i don't know what to do with myself

68454 - 

is going through what youre going through

68459 - 

why can't i understand? why do i have to feel it too? why can't i just be normal like everyone else

68424 - 

right now

68459 - 

why does it feel so fucking amplified?

68424 - 

it really isn't a gift

68424 - 

because one day your empathy will reach to someone else who wishes they could never feel

68459 - 

why is this world so loud

68454 - 

Put headphones on

68459 - 

i'm not going to live that long

68424 - 

joking

68459 -