i would share the second half of the dream with you , not the first

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😭😭😭

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I barely see my dad and he tells my brother to call me fat cow

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i think my dad is being pervy toward my twelve year old sister but i dont know -mads

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i fucked up

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if I had a dime for each time an adult man was weird to me I'd have 4 dimes, two being relatives.

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uuugh Im so tired of men

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Hii chat

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hii

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hellloo

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Okay so how do i stop dissociating 😭

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I hate that issue too lmao, I try grounding techniques

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Oh yea thats a good idea 😭

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grounding yourself during dissociation is the main thing you want to do during it

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Yea i always forget to do it tho 😭

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tbh when I dissociate I have an urge to slit my throat and see if I die and go wait no bad idea

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dissociation suucks

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Thats so real my intrusive thoughts r so bad

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It does i hate it sm

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Last year i was stuck in constant derealization for like 8 months 💔

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yeah, I try using touch more than my other senses for grounding techniques because it usually gets fuzzy

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Yea sometimes breathing can work better for me

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I had it for maybe a year awhile back but luckily last year the longest it usually was luckily a week or so

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usually a week*

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Thats good !! Im literally so glad to be out of that lol

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reeal I'm personally fuzzy on the edges but not impulsice

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impulsive

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Yea and i dont rly have it that much but today i was drawing for like 7 hours straight so im a little disoriented 😭

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Stuff like that causes me to dissociate so bad idek

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lmaao, I had drawn like one guy 7-8 times today throughout the day

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Lol 😭

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my poor pen is running out of ink

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Oh damn i do digital

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I have a sketch journal im trying to use

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Im so sry i gtg but ty for talking to me that made mefeel better

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bye!!

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there is so much wrong and going wrong with this world

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i genuinely question how i've not killed myseld yet

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because i don't have hope

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i think i've not killed myself because of my family

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