Once it has found me, we rip each other apart. Until I wake up.

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There actually a new problem that has arisen -N

68427 - 

How I hate myself

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I'm going now but I'm silo on here if i need to be named goodnight to you all

68417 - 

i think this website is a dream

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idk how ppl live past 20

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the pretender by foo fighters -mads

53760 - 

honestly i dont get it like what is wrong with u guys its a fucking holdiay right now and i dont need to study everyday gang

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I started to see the monster Irl -N

68427 - 

its easy just dont die

68429 - 

true

68432 - 

Why can't she love me like I love her why do I always have sexual relationships why does everyone only want me for my body

68433 - 

i hate dealing with suicidal thoughts tho its like an annoying fly buzzing in my ear

68432 - 

It obviously dosent exist but I think I turned shizothrenic -N

68427 - 

I want to go to school to just be happy to act like I'm fine

68433 - 

i dont feel like myself

68431 - 

i cant even tell if i really want to die anymore

68432 - 

yeah she broke up with me instead of wanting to stay with me long term. its a thing i guess

68429 - 

I don't know who I am I always wear someone elses mask

68433 - 

But whatever

68427 - 

i feel like im stuck in my own body

68432 - 

Im gonna kill myself soon

68427 - 

She doesn't understand my feelings she doesn't understand me I can't the voices tell me I'm insane the school doesn't care

68433 - 

lake effect kid by fall out boy -mads

53760 - 

Its has gotten to difficult -N

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My mom doesn't understand me

68433 - 

what is going on man

68432 - 

Why me I wonder why us?

68433 - 

i need a hobby

68432 - 

I need to be a better daughter

68433 - 

play pool

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or more friends or like literally anything

68432 - 

like it cant be okay to live like this

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I need someone-N

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i dont think i know how to be anything but miserable

68432 - 

just anyone -N

68427 - 

I have no more friends and it feels a bit nicer

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Am I really useless and just as bad as people say?

68433 - 

im only good at listening not talking about my own problems

68432 - 

I want to scream but I can't I want to jump off a cliff I want to stab my heart

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