hello

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Long story short i lost every friend and connection i made in middle and highschool bc in my senior year i got accused of sa by a girl i was messing eith at the time

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oh sry red

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one of our friends found out ajd told her parents so in order to save herself she blamed it all on me even thi i asked for consent so kany times

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i lost everyone i had except one oerson

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im 10 and know what sa is do i have a dirty mind

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i started to grow a bond with this girl and eventually we started dating. We loved each other so damn much she wanted to marry me. I finally had what i wanted so much.

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but

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strawpoll.com/e2naXD8EeyB

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What's on your mind?

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we went through a rough patch and i um cheated on her. I hate myself for it even now. As someone that has previously hurt themselves its been so hard not to relapse. The look on her face is scarred

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into my brain

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i ruined what i wanted so bad just bc i got high and greedy

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im a piece of shit

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GUYS I WON SECOND PLACE AT MY STATE WRITING COMPETITION -mads

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you not a piece of shit red

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I GOT A BIG ASS SILVER MEDAL -mads

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We still talked a little agter she found out but that was pretty much the end of our relationship. But shes blicked me on everything now and knowing it was my fault makes me want to

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AND I WAS UP AGAINST 500 PEOPLE-mads

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Anyone wanna talk?

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i will green

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CAN U GUYS SEE MY MESSAGES? I COOKED. -mads

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Slay-ebbie

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yes well done mads

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I feel like one good hug could just let my brain and heart breathe just for a little bit

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polls.io/muybb/vote

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Im very proud of myself bc imo i suck at writing -mads

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so some people have names? R there regulars?

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i wasnt gonna try out for the team -mads

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ik gonna try the link blue sent -ebbie

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im so confused 😭

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no they write it at the end of thier messeges like this - Red Eagle

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peopel say -(name) so that people can talk to them like hi (name) instead of hi green

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but i decided to join and i was the second best writer out of every high schooler in my state -mads

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im suicidal

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Why is that

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and i scratch myself with a LEGO brick

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welp yk what they say "the only thing suicidal here is the door" (get patrick stumped) -mads

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Yall r so young

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oh im a door now

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