I wish i could just have a genuine hug from a positive female figure in my lofe

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it took me a lot of time to stop feeling guilty

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Ill feel guilt till the day i die

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i will always hate myself in te back of my head

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My vent: everyone always goes on about feminine rage but I have seen anger like mine. I can't ignore that Its not normal. And maybe m not a good person.

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i hole it wont be that way red

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im pan and non binary gender fluid

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je vais vrm me pendre un de ces quatre sans déconner en plus mon papa il m'a dit que c'était la meilleur façon de canner parce qu'il a rien de mieux a foutre que de me donner des conseils de suicide

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I dont understan yellow but i know the last word :(

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Back my google shut dor some reason -ebbie

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I have a reason to hate myself a reason im not proud of

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I dont think I was suppose to be here in this form

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Im not leaving im just saying i hope everyone here gets better

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Red... U wanna talk about it?

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Yall would just hate me

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I doubt it

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Im so tired of being judged for my mistakes

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It's up to u if u think it can help u. Fuck what we think. We r colours with no names

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i know what i did was wrong and i will never forgive myself

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yellow wrote: I'm really going to hang myself one of these days, seriously, plus my dad told me it was the best way to kill myself because he has nothing better to do than give me suicide advice

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Its gonna be a bit if a short story so bare with me

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Oh

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i google translated it

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hello

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Long story short i lost every friend and connection i made in middle and highschool bc in my senior year i got accused of sa by a girl i was messing eith at the time

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oh sry red

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one of our friends found out ajd told her parents so in order to save herself she blamed it all on me even thi i asked for consent so kany times

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i lost everyone i had except one oerson

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im 10 and know what sa is do i have a dirty mind

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i started to grow a bond with this girl and eventually we started dating. We loved each other so damn much she wanted to marry me. I finally had what i wanted so much.

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but

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strawpoll.com/e2naXD8EeyB

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What's on your mind?

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we went through a rough patch and i um cheated on her. I hate myself for it even now. As someone that has previously hurt themselves its been so hard not to relapse. The look on her face is scarred

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into my brain

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i ruined what i wanted so bad just bc i got high and greedy

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im a piece of shit

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GUYS I WON SECOND PLACE AT MY STATE WRITING COMPETITION -mads

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you not a piece of shit red

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I GOT A BIG ASS SILVER MEDAL -mads

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