It feels nice to have people in my corner. it feels nice to have friends that making saying goodbyes to harder

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it may bring me some semblance of solace

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then i go to my handsome prince charming, Crowe.

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bye all

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he fucking dies and wasn't supposed to be in the game

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bye coral

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every day is hard to tolerate xd

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I come from a line of some of the least human people i can convieve of

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and it formed me

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the longer these people stall its pissing me off xd

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he was my only little shimmer of hope that i was looking for

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i think about it every day

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then he had to go and fucking die huh

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i want to gtfo out of here xd

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human beings hardly even feel like a step above animals to me

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many are a step below

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i don't think I've ever experienced one day without feeling miserable the whole time no matter how normal the day was

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fuck then theres Hyugo, hes an innocent little boy who could do so much better

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idefk if this bullshit estate could even be sold soon xd

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but no

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i wonder if other people all taste the same

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he threatens to kill us

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then theres Sol

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genuinely starting to believe what they and their genes did to me is irreversible forveer

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obsessed with us. but.

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im depressed, i want someone to treat me sweetly.

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i’ve had a relatively normal life skewed by an abnormal mind

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if "father" fucker dies i can lower it and sell the estate to an amount that is enough for me xd

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ever since i was a toddler spmething has been wrong

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Im so fucking scared rn - Z

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god forsaken shit, i just want someone to be nice and sweet to me

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I'd have wanted to feel better if it wasn't for 4 different medications not having worked not even once

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i first remember trying to hurt myself when i was anout three years old

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god i want to be happy

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and one of them even landed me a fucking hospitalisation haha

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and around then i thought so much about ending it for others too

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if i can manage to sell the fucking estate i can move somewhere else only option i have is thailand and thats better than nothing xd

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when i was a little kid i fantasized about everyone except for me being gone forever

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dying, essentially

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i wanted everyone to die

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