and he's not even part of my family

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that being said I do not believe myself to be the kind of person who is built for society

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i guess he just gets to act like a cousin whenever my mom feels sad haha

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I have friends at this moment, but some are drifting away, and some i’ve already lost

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i almost ran away from it once but i started to hear things and experiencing strange delusions

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i wanna go choke myself

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at this point idgaf i would kill them myself if i could xd

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what is even the point of having friends

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these people are so sweet and they're not even real

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fuck

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red me talking to the voices

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i should know better by now tbh, ppl are fake

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the voices be nice most times red

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Nicer then ppl

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ive never even done drugs and i had a normal childhood why am i this crazu

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nothing is happening and all this is bullshit xd

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Green, crazy is a fake idea.

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god kill my "father" and his whore im tired of this shit xd

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yellow i disagree

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I've honestly been thinking of tearing it out with a knife ir something

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all concepts are conceptual

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its just what is used to throw ppl in the mental hostpitals imo

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regarfless there is an incongruence between reality and my perception of it

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Thats is true

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or even I don't know do things that will make it extremely sick and will have to be removed from my body forever

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i do not percieve the world as it is. That is crazy.

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and i have innate tendencies that ho against the majority of natural instincts

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not really, you perceive it as better perhaps?

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just anything at this point i just want to lose all my organs and my limbs

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which i know are innate as i have experienced it since i wad a toddler

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"omg how many whites are there? like me & my retarded dc troll group would really give af, but any thats what we clueless hobos do for fun" lmao sure mf...

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yellow you may be trying to help but what you are saying is objectively false and irritating

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i want to be there when the maggots crawl on me and the crows gather

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i asked a question, do u percive the world as betterv

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the last thing i need to be told is to take my thoughts at face value

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As in, is that the reality you’ve created

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no yellow i dont percieve it as better than it is

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i want to be alive still when it rains and the worms come out to enjoy the wet asphalt not minding that I'm dead there

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nor worse

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simply different

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