I honestly am not sure if I will survive

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or if surviving will be worth it

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i have a feeling my medication is doing something to my appetite

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how soon, is it urgent

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i want the news of a death soon and i want all this shit to stop xd

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i want that bitch to die and i want to hear about it now xd

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it hurts

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everytime i take them i can't eat anything the whole day and when i do i hate the taste

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if he dies all this bullshit will be over xd

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im so scared i feel physical pain in my chest

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not that i mind cause we don't have food right now but

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why would i take meds that don't only not help me but that also make me starve

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every fucking day i all i wanna hear is the news that my "dad" is dead xd

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i’ve lost my mind to an extent i dont think someone can truly come back from

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and on a very fundamental level i feel inhuman

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these are deep emotional, learning towards self compassion

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the longer that fucker rots in one place its my time thats being wasted xd

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he needs to die xd

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imma vent (rant) a little in The Kid at the Back terms lol dont mind me

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i love my friends so much I'm reminded dxactly why I love being with them and why they make me feel so appreciated and cared for

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vent

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him and his whore both needs to die xd

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i hope that fucker dies in the hospital and his whore gets hit by a truck xd

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It is better for my mother to hate me than know the truth

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they're the only people in the world that genuinely make me feel loved and accepted

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i want her to be happy

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no mind to start with, ha, joke some mind some heart

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bro people like Geo is so pretty and all, and i would think that we would get along! but he really doesn't wanna have friends like bro is fine by himself

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both of them dying is the only good thing that can happen to me right now xd

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It feels nice to have people in my corner. it feels nice to have friends that making saying goodbyes to harder

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it may bring me some semblance of solace

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then i go to my handsome prince charming, Crowe.

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bye all

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he fucking dies and wasn't supposed to be in the game

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bye coral

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every day is hard to tolerate xd

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I come from a line of some of the least human people i can convieve of

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and it formed me

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the longer these people stall its pissing me off xd

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he was my only little shimmer of hope that i was looking for

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