i kinda do... but im also scared to

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I used dum dum suckers

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theres a dark mode

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theres a dark mode -vee

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hey guys, i dont know how helpful this might be but i really hope the situations your in get better, you all deserve to be happy and loved

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i'mokdarkmode

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When it got down to the stick, I would chew on the stick from the sucker

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on*8

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Whats your method? I can give some advice -sy

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respectfully no thank you

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howdid a headache getworse in a span of idon'tknowhowmanyminutes

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Could walk around work with it in my mouth lol

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Ive been in psych units 7 times from failed attempts, so i know what not to try -sy

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oh okay -sy

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i'm actually pretty loved white its just that i have some disabilities-vee

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i know there are more effective ways.. but i also dont wanna ruin my tattoo

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Welp your choice -sy

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also idk what to say but like do NOT overdose it is NOT gonna work itll just be VERY VERY UNPLEASANT-vee

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words ofwisdom from vee

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Never overdose -sy

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thats right... fuck.. my tattoo.. my promise to my grandfather.. to keep going in his name

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never works -sy

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Nicotine replacement is okay for some, but you still have to go through withdrawal eventually

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tellthat to me a month agolmfao

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so it prolongs the agony

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i think there are a few specific medications that will work if you try them but the vast majority of them will not kill you and they will cause a lot of physical pain-vee

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The worst with me was after I ate something

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And weirdly that I would reach for them when watching tv

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amitrypitilyne is one I think but they will literally never prescribe it to me bc i happen to be on the 2 meds that you're never supposed to take amitryptiline with-vee

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This plan i have now better work -sy

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dsfghjk

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nembutal would be nice to have -sy

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(you cant take it with certain adhd meds or any ssris both of which i take so im never getting amitryptiline)

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But impossible since euthanasia doesnt happen on my country -sy

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also just wanna say. even if you think you're ready to die your body is kinda built to stay alive and it will resist in ways you won't expect so be careful out there-vee

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My plan is sodium

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That's a harsh drug anyway

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sodium nitrite -sy

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i know vee -sy

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im a lil stupid i thought you were talking about salt lmao

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