its just what is used to throw ppl in the mental hostpitals imo

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regarfless there is an incongruence between reality and my perception of it

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Thats is true

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or even I don't know do things that will make it extremely sick and will have to be removed from my body forever

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i do not percieve the world as it is. That is crazy.

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and i have innate tendencies that ho against the majority of natural instincts

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not really, you perceive it as better perhaps?

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just anything at this point i just want to lose all my organs and my limbs

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which i know are innate as i have experienced it since i wad a toddler

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"omg how many whites are there? like me & my retarded dc troll group would really give af, but any thats what we clueless hobos do for fun" lmao sure mf...

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yellow you may be trying to help but what you are saying is objectively false and irritating

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i want to be there when the maggots crawl on me and the crows gather

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i asked a question, do u percive the world as betterv

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the last thing i need to be told is to take my thoughts at face value

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As in, is that the reality you’ve created

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no yellow i dont percieve it as better than it is

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i want to be alive still when it rains and the worms come out to enjoy the wet asphalt not minding that I'm dead there

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nor worse

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simply different

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i experience hallucinations and short term delusions

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Different in what way? If you dont mind sharing

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i have been close to killing myself during these

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just die and rot I'm sick of feeling like I could lose my body at any point

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and doing things that may honestly be worse

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do you have scizopherina? Or are the hallucinations something else?

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i am not diagnosed wity anything

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Bc maybe their are meds or smth that can help you

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but i will consider it at a future date

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take pills to alter my mind chemistry to make who i am present itself as a person of value

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of value to society

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of use

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oh we got em some expert mfs in here

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When i was like really mentally fucked up i had delsional episodes and other stuff, maybe you are like me and can get help through therapy,

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?

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therapy i have many doubts about

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i have seen other people

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i find their interpretations of reality childish

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That’s fair

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some of these people are in psychological fields

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Not a one of you has suffered except in your minds. Never missed a meal. Never been outside wondering where you're going to stay that night. Who might find you and what they might do.

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