me :p

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Hi Athena, whats up?

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im fucking numb xd

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i just dgaf at this point if nothing ends by the time i turn 28 i might as well jump from the third floor and kill myself xd

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i want to kill my "father" xd

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i love tv girl sm

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embarrassing fuck of a "father" ruined the family name wasted my life and ruined my future xd

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birds dont sing

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i wonder if that whore even feel or even think of what hes done to my mother and me xd

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they just fall out the sky

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girls dont call and they never tell you why

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i sort of got into an argument with one of my friends and accidently vented

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no fucking remorse for driving hi own wife to her death then go whoring around to get his dick stroked even after being a cripple xd

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i bit my lips so hard that for a second i thought i ascended

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my mom was a mess and she was not right in the head but if i had her at least i would had my mother xd

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i just kept going on and on about how much i miss last year

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and she was telling me that im acting irrational and insane and crazy

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who tf did i ever had in my whole life xd

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all i had was me xd

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i had nothing else xd

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and idk how to help me xd

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so much for "plans" xd

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thinking there would be anything out of these walls xd

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im just die in this house xd

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i think i'm so stupid

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why do i have to be born

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this shit is cruel i just really feel bad for myself when i see me when i was a kid xd

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I resent my extended family.

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i didnt had to go through that xd

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i am a person so full of hatred it has manifested into somethint concerning

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i am so desperate to reach out for help

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all that psychological torture growing up xd

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my kother is going to sign me up for therapy and im genuinely considering telling the therapist

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oh i need to go now

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i was the one taking my mothers abuse i was the one seeing all the fucked up shit then they talked shit about me and told me i was a failure and i cant do shit xd

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LMFAO great parents fr xd

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other kids didnt had to deal with what i dealt with and i had no one to talk to xd

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they had mommy and daddy doing all the shit and normal lives i didnt xd

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but fuck yeah tell me im useless i was too fucking tired xd

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it was every fucking day being beaten like shit xd

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