my siblings hate me, but what did i do wrong?

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and being their only child was torture xd

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i was taking all the shit alone xd

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i don't want to go to school anymore

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no parent deserves a child they mistreat. you are more worth than those assholes

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a child deserves the world

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now at the end of my 20s i want my "father" to die xd

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and you do too

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im tired of that perverted fuck keep ruining my life xd

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everyone does

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i don't want to live anymore

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i studied too hard my dad is not even proud of my grades.

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why am i so talentless?

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why do they even talk about 5 years or more its my years that are being wasted xd

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you all are wonderfull

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broooo my head hurts so bad but im at school and cant get any meds

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im 27 almost 28 my life is over and fucking destroyed xd

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this sucks ass

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what was i thinking xd

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i was fucking stupid even thinking i might get out of this xd

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theres no hope now xd

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not to mention my memory is acting up today too :/

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pathetic being born to be a cautionary tale xd

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i hate life sometimes i can't even cry

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i'm so embarrassed of myself

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nothing matters i guess i can find peace in the fact that my years wasted or not eitherway nothing matters xd

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bro why cant my body just be normal

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its just sad i never get to see any good xd

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i'm so jealous of others

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i hate everything about me, everything i did will always be a mistake.

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idk how im still sane xd

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Im dehydrated af cause of my meds I take, I have a headache, im like,, literally shaking from th dehydration, etc

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but all this shit is fucking painful and i have no way to get out of this hell xd

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I just wanna be normal :/

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there is nothing i like about myself

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no one will love me fully

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i guess whatever light i had left in me just died xd

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im just fucking disappointed xd

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i didnt had to go through all this and all this is other peoples shit their choices that negatively affected me xd

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im tired of this toxic hell xd

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